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May 19, 2008

:My Chemical Romance: You And Me Are Gonna Be Stars :My Chemical Romance: 5: I Don't Love You, Like I Did, Yesterday.

Haha. xD I Love This Picture I Made. xD Oh, And If You Take My Photo Without Asking Me, I'm Going To Pumble Your Face In. >.> People Stole My AFI Photos, So I'm Not Taking Any Chances With These...

 

Posted by: RazorbladeRomance                                                                            Feburary 14, 2008.

First Thing I'm Going To Say: I LOVE YOU FRANKIE! :D He Asked Me Out Today. :] It Was So Cute. x] He Was Shy And Nervous. x] God I Love Him.


Second, Now That You All Know About Bob's Problem With Bees:


xD Need I Say Anything? x]

Replies;

GuitarHero: xDDD HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAA. I love that picture. xD And you Kenzie. :) xD God, I'm putting that in my locker.

~ LittleDrummerBoy: NO!!! WE SHARE A LOCKER! D= AHHHHH!!!!

- FunkyPunky: xD i love this photo Kenzie. xD youre amazing at these!!! xD

~ RazorbladeRomance: Hah. I'm Amazing At Everything. xD

-- MandaTheArtLover: xD wow. xD

--- LanniIsKewl: wait...what IS your problem with bees anyways?

~ RazorbladeRomance: OH! I KNOW THIS ONE!!! :D

~~ LittleDrummerBoy: ...They're the symbol of all evil. In black and yellow. And black and yellow DO NOT go together. =X They're going to attack you when you're not looking...The silent killers. O.o

~~~ RazorbladeRomance: Aww Man...I Knew That. :'[

Posted by: GilmoreBoy                                                                                    Feburary 14, 2008.

 


1. What was the highlight of your week?
The picture of Bob and the bee Kenzie made. xDD

2. Who's car were you in last?
...Mikey's.

3. When is the next time you will kiss someone?
IDK! D:

4. What color shirt are you wearing?
Black. :)

8. Last movie you watched?

Umm...White Chicks with Chloe. xD

9. Last thing you ate?
...A muffin. :)

10. Last thing you drank?
Water.

11. Where did you sleep last night?
My bed. :)

13. Are you happy right now?
Sure. x)

14. What did you say last?
"DUDE! GILMORE GIRLS IS ON!" :)

15. Where is your phone?
...In the sink. :'( Mikey threw it in there.

16. What was the last museum you went to?
Umm...I don't remember. xD

17. What color are your eyes?
Brown. :) They're prettyyy. x)

19. Whos house did you go to last?
Chloe's.

21. Who/what do you hate/dislike currently?
I hate Mikey right now for throwing my phone in the sink.

22. What are you listening to?
MXPX. :)

23. If you could have one person right now with you who would it be?
Someone......

24. What is your favorite store?
Hot Topic! :D

25. Who makes you happiest right now?
...Whoever gets my phone out of the sink. IT'S STUCK! D:

26. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Talking on the phone with Chloe, Kenzie, Frankie, and Manda. x)

30. Are you left-handed?
Nope. :D

32. What's for dinner tonight?
Pasta. xD

33. What is the last alcoholic beverage you had?
None. :) I'm straight. ;D

34. When is your birthday?
April 9. :D

36. Who was the last person to send you a text message?
Frankie.

37.When is the last time you were in a swimming pool?
...In the Winter. :)

39. Where was the last place you went shopping?
Hot Topic! :)

40. How do you feel about your hair right now?
It's awesome.

41. Do you have any expensive jewelry?
Nope.

42. AIM or MSN?
Neither.

46. Where does most of your family live?
New Jersey.

45. do you have siblings?
DUH. But I hate him. >>

48. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Not really.

49. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
MIKEY! GET OUT! >>

52. Myspace or Facebook?
Neither.

53. Do you have T-Mobile?
No. x)

54. What is/was your favorite subject in school?
Social Studies. :)

55. What type of guy/girl do you usually fall for?
Funny. :)

57. Do you have any talents?
I sing really good...

58. Have you ever been IN a wedding?
No.

60. Did you take a nap today?
Nope.

61. Ever met someone famous?
Of course!!

62. Do you want to be famous some day?
I AM FAMOUS DAMMIT! XD

65. Are you multitasking right now?
Yeah. x)

66. Could you handle being in the military?
Nope. OO Scary people...

67. Do you believe in Karma?
Yep.

68. If you're female, what color are your nails right now?
...

69. What are your plans for tomorrow?
Nothing so far...

70. Favorite tv show?
GILMORE GIRLS! 8DDD

71. Ever been to another continent?
Yeah.

72. Ever been to Las Vegas?
Yup. :)

73. What are you doing today?
Nothing. :)

74. Have you ever been gambling?
Nope. :)

75. When is the last time you updated your blog?
x) Never. ;D

76. Have you been to New York City?
Yup.

77. Ever been to Disneyland/world?
No. :(

82. Stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?
LET MIKEY HAVE IT! D:

83. Last time you were sick?
A while ago...

 

Replies;

LanniIsKewl: umm...why is your phone down the sink?

~ GilmoreBoy: ...Mikey. >>

~~ CountBassie: =]

- LittleDrummerBoy: ...What'd Mikey do now?

~ CountBassie: Nothing...He won't get the remote for me. =[

~~ FeelTheFro: ...What's your problem with the couch?

 

Posted by: CountBassie Feburary 14, 2008.

 

Ok, my problem with under the couch is, when Gerard and I were younger, he told me there was a little man that lived under there that if I went under, he'd eat me.

 

I'm still scared.

 

Replies;

GilmoreBoy:

~ CountBassie: D= I'M NEVER GOING UNDER THE COUCH AGAIN!!! D=

~~ GuitarHero: ...That's not funny.

~~~ GilmoreBoy: ...Is too. :)

~~~~ GuitarHero: ...I hate you.

- RazorbladeRomance: xDDD That Is REALLY Funny! Mikey's Afraid Of The Couch!!! xD

~ CountBassie: Shut it.

-- MandaTheArtLover: whys there a marker under the couch gee?

~ PiratesRrrCool: D: THAT'S MINE!!! D':


Posted on 05/19/2008 8:41 PM Comments (0)

April 8, 2008

:My Chemical Romance: You And Me Are Gonna Be Stars :My Chemical Romance: 4: Fire At Will.

x] Haha. :P

Posted by: LanniIsKewl February 13, 2008.

Dangit...tomorrows Valentines Day. D=

Replies;

GuitarHero: YAY! :D I can't wait.

~ GilmoreBoy: ...You're odd.

~~ GuitarHero: ...Speak for yourself Gilmore Boy. ;D

 

Posted by: GilmoreBoy February 13, 2008.

...I hate my friends. ...Mainly you Frankie.

Replies;

GuitarHero: D8 WHAT!?!??!?!?!

~ GilmoreBoy: Yes. >>

~~ GuitarHero: D: What did I do?

~~~ GilmoreBoy: D: YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DID.

- CountBassie: ...Gee's PMSing. =]

~ LittleDrummerBoy: lol He probably is. xD

~~ RazorbladeRomance: ...Completely. ;D

Posted by: LittleDrummerBoy February 13, 2008.

xD Today, Kenzie and I...fought a bee. O.O I hate bees too...Kenzie doesn't mind much, but I hate them. D= Chloe got it on tape.

http://www.youtube.com/v/pFf30wxe0HA&rel=1


D= STUPID BEE! D=

Replies;

FeelTheFro: AAHHHHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!! XDDDDDDDD OH MY GOD!!!! AHAHAH! XDD

~ LittleDrummerBoy: ...Shut it. >>

- PiratesRrrCool: ...That was HYSTERICAL!!! xDDD

~ RazorbladeRomance: xD I KNOW! xD God, I Love That. xD And That I'm The Commander. ;D

~~ FeelTheFro: xD You're commander? Awesome. xD

~~~ RazorbladeRomance: Of Course. :]

-- CountBassie: Wow Bob... 0.o That's rad. xD

~ LittleDrummerBoy: DUDE! D= THAT BEE'S IN MY ROOM! D= AHHHHH!!!! KENZIE! COME FIGHT THIS BEE! D=

~~ GuitarHero: I'd pay to see Bob fight a bee...Oh wait, I'll just rewatch the video. :)


Posted on 04/08/2008 6:49 PM Comments (0)

March 17, 2008

:My Chemcial Romance: You And Me Are Gonna Be Stars :My Chemical Romance: 3: Without You Is How I Disappear.

:] YAY! :D

Posted by: LittleDrummerBoy                                                   January 28, 2008.

...I'm bored. Let's do a survey! =D

Where were you at 5:00 AM this morning?
Up with Kenzie.

2. What was the first thing you thought this morning?
...Chloe. =)

3. how was your day?
Okay. =D

4. What did you do last night?
Guitar Hero agaisnt Ray. I PWNED HIS ASS!!!! xD

5. What are you doing this weekend?
Nothing yet....

6. any pets?
Yup. =)

7. What song are you listening to?
"Back in black." - AC/DC. =)

9. How's your heart lately?
Pretty rad. =)

11. What were you doing this afternoon at 12 p.m.?
Sleeping in Kenzie's room. xD

12. do you wear makeup?
...Sometimes... ;)

13. What was the reason you last cried?
I don't think I can remember when I cried...

15. What was the last movie you saw in theaters?
Juno. x)

16. How did you meet the 2nd person on your myspace?
She's my sister. =)


17. How old is he/she?
16. =)

18. Have you ever driven without a license?
...Yes. =D Don't tell my mom. O.o

19. Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?
Nope.

20. How many red lights have you ran?
...One. ;)

21. Have you ever cried while in the shower?
xD Now I'm going to!!!

25. Have you ever, in anyway, been betrayed by someone you trusted?
Not that I know of...


26. ever betrayed someone?
Maybe... ;)

27. Is there anything that you are craving right now?
...Pizza. =)

28. Where did your last hug take place?
Yesterday. x)

29. Do people ever make stupid mistakes when spelling or saying your name?
Nope. =)

31. Do you drink tea?
Yup. =) Kenzie says I'm weird because of it.

32. When was the last time you saw a cop?
Yesterday...Because Kenzie got caught. ;D

33. Did you ride in someone else's car recently?
Yup. Frankie's. x)

34. Do you wet the toothbrush before the toothpaste?
Yeahhhhh. xD

35. how's school?
I hate school. >>

36. What do you like on your toast?
Butter. =P

37. Where do you like to keep your money?
My bra. =) xD

38. Do you watch the news daily?
No. O.o

40. Do you like to press the coin return button on everything for free money?
Yes. =)

41. How much makeup do you wear?
A LOT! I LOOK LIKE A SLUT!

42. Do you clean when you're upset?
Yes.

43. Where do you want to get married?
Hawaii. =)

44. What day of the week did/will your birthday fall on this year?
...I don't know. xD

45. What color are your socks?
Purple. =D

46. Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
It is blonde. =)

47. Did you wear clipon/stickon earrings as a child?
...Yes. =)

48. Have you ever seen "Walk the Line"?
Nope.


49. Do you still get Easter baskets?
DUH! =D

50. When was the last time it snowed?
Forever ago. >>

51. Are puddles the best part about rain?
Yes. =D

52. What's the closest pink thing to you?
...My shirt. =)

53. Do you have plans for tonight?
Nope.

54. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Yes. =)


55. Do you know anybody named Eric?
Yeah, this really annoying freak boy in my Math class. >>


56. Are your nails painted?
...Yes. =D


57)have u ever met a dyk??
xD Yup. xD

 

Replies;

GilmoreBoy: WOAH. Eric IS annoying. D:

~ FeelTheFro: Ugh. I HATE Eric. >.< He's annoying as fuck.

~~ GuitarHero: ...Who's Eric?

~~~ GilmoreBoy: Some loser in our math class. Because SOMEONE'S IN THE RETARD CLASS!

- RazorbladeRomance: ...Frankie Might Just Be Retarded. :] But It's Okay. xD And Bob...STOP STEALING MY NAIL POLISH! D:

~ LittleDrumerBoy: ...But my nails are pink right now.

~~ PiratesRrrCool: ...STOP STEALING MY NAIL POLISH! D=

 

Posted by: CountBassie                                                           Feburary 2, 2008.

 

=] I'm BBBBBAAACCCKKK! =D Miss me??? =]

 

Kenize - Kenzielicious (6:17:26 PM): DUDE!!! You Haven't Been On In FOREVER!

Me - Bassula (6:17:34 PM): I know.

Me - Bassula (6:17:37 PM): I got grounded. =[

Kenzie - Kenzielicious (6:18:01 PM): xD For What?

Me - Bassula (6:18:22 PM): ...I stole Gerard's seasons of Gilmore Girls. =]

Kenzie - Kenzielicious (6:18:24 PM): xDD Nice Dude. xDD

Me - Bassula (6:18:38 PM): What? =]

Me - Bassula (6:19:12 PM): I steal his stuff because he took the remote. >.<

 

Replies;

RazorbladeRomance: I WAS WORRIED! D: x] Haha. :P

~ FeelTheFro: My god Kenzie. xD

~~ RazorbladeRomance: ... ;D

- LanniIsKewl: I WONDERED WHY YOU WERE GONE! =(

~ CountBassie: Aww...I'm sorry. D=

~~ GilmoreBoy: Such a disturbingly disgusting couple... ><

~~~ PiratesRrrCool: Gee, you don't even HAVE a girlfriend. Don't complain. =P

~~~~ GilmoreBoy: ...

~~~~~ GuitarHero: HAH!

-- GilmoreBoy: OH! And Mikey, the remote's under the couch...You're afraid to go under there, so I hid it there. :)

~ CountBassie: ...I. Hate. You.


Posted on 03/17/2008 6:45 PM Comments (0)

March 16, 2008

:My Chemical Romance: You And Me Are Gonna Be Stars :My Chemical Romance: 2: Cubicles.

I'm Kinda Ticked Right Now...So I'll Just Write To Calm Down. >.<

Posted by: GuitarHero                                                                       January 19, 2008.

 

1. What is your boyfriend/girlfriend's name?
I don't have one >>

2. What color underwear are you wearing now?
Black boxers :)

3. What are you listening to right now?
"Paint it black." The Rolling Stones

4. What are the last 4 digits in your phone number?
9563

5. What was the last thing you ate?
... :) Fudge

6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
ORANGE! :D

7. How is the weather right now?
Warm :(

8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Kenzie :)

9. The first thing you notice about the opposite/preferred sex?
Hair ;)

10. Favorite type of food?
Italian

11. Do you drink?
Sometimes

12. Do you smoke?
Nope

13. Ever get so drunk you don't remember what you did?
xD Once....

14. Hair color?
Black and purple :D Kenzie and me dyed it a couple hours ago :)

15. What is your eye color?
Hazel

16. Do you wear contacts?
Nope

17. Favorite holiday?
Halloween because it's my birthday :)

18. Favorite month?
October! xD

19. Have you ever cried for no reason?
Nope. I'm a man ;)

23. If you could say something to someone right now what would it be?
Something to someone ;D

25. Chocolate or vanilla?
CHOCOLATE! :D

26. Who is least likely to respond?
Ray >>

27. Who is most likely to respond?
Kenzie xD

28. Who do you want to respond?
I don't care...

29. What books are you reading?
Some shitty one for L.A. >>

30. Piercings?
Like...5?

31. Favorite Movie?
The Nightmare Before Christmas and Rushmore

32. Favorite football team?
None

33.What were you doing before this?
Dyeing my hair with Kenzie xD

34. Any pets?
A dog x)

34. Butter popcorn, plain, or salted?
Butter :P

37. Dogs or cats?
Dogs

38. Favorite flower?
Rose

39. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to?
Yup :)

40. Are you taken or single?
Single and crushing....

42. Who would you like to see right now?
Kenzie xD We need to do another color!

45. Do you like to travel by plane?
Sometimes...

46. Right-handed or Left-handed?
Right

48. How many pillows do you sleep with?
Like...7 :)

50. Do you have a tattoo?
Yup :D

 

Replies;

RazorbladeRomance: D:! WE MUST DO ANOTHER COLOR! Hold On...I'm Coming Over.

~ LittleDrummerBoy: ...AND SHE'S BRINGING BOB!

~~ GuitarHero: ...Do we get to play dress up? :D

~~~ LittleDrummerBoy: OF COURSE! 8D

- GilmoreBoy: Dude, you sleep with like...20 pillows. xD

~ MandaTheArtLover: xD he does?!?!?! wow...sad frankie...sad. xD

~~ FunkyPunky: x] hahahaa. oh gezzzz Frank. x]

 

Posted by: FunkyPunky                                     January 19, 2008.

 

okay, i COULD NOT figure out how to use this, but now ive got it. :] but...can you figure this out??? my boyfriend is SO WEIRD.

 

Ray - Fizfrobro (5:07:24 PM): I KNOW WHERE YOU LIVE!!

Ray - Fizfrobro (5:07:29 PM): SHIT! GOTTA GOOOOOO!!!!

Me - feelthefunkpunk (5:07:29 PM): ...what?!!

Me - feelthefunkpunk (5:07:32 PM): you are so weird. >>

 

Replies;

RazorbladeRomance: xD Hahahahahahahha!!! That's HYSTERICAL! xD

- MandaTheArtLover: ...my god. x]

~ FeelTheFro: xD Well????? My mom made me leave...

 

Posted by: PiratesRrrCool                                                              January 23, 2008.

 

x] Hahahahahahahahahah. Kenzie, Frankie, Bob, Gerard, and I, we went to the movies to see Juno today and OH MY GOD! xD So first, we went over to Dairy Queen after school and got some fries. =P Then we went over to Thriftway and hung out in the swamp. x]

 

DUDE! SOME HOBO STOLE OUR CAKE!!! D= So last week, Kenzie and our friend Chris and I, we went over there and had a cake. But we crushed it, so we threw it in a shopping cart. So we went back there to see if our cake was there...AND SOME HOBO TOOK IT! D=

 

And...we had donuts, and Kenzie left her donut for the Hobo. =] So then, we waited for Bob and Kenzie's mom to come pick us up at Dairy Queen and we heard music..............GERMAN/MEXICAN MUSIC!!! xDDD Sooooo...Kenzie and me danced to it. =]]]

Then...it got MAJORLY hot between Frankie and Kenzie...so I ruined their fun. =]]]

=]]]

 

Replies;

RazorbladeRomance: ...I Hate You For That. >.<

~ GuitarHero: ...Me too. D: ...We almost kissed. :'(

~~ PiratesRrrCool: xD I know. =]]]

- LittleDrummerBoy: WOAH!!! KENZIE HAS A CRUSH ON FRANKIE?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!??!!??!

~ RazorbladeRomance: ... :]

-- GilmoreBoy: ... :) Kenzie and Frankie should go out. :)

~ FeelTheFro: ...THEY SHOULD!!! :D


Posted on 03/16/2008 9:27 PM Comments (3)

March 15, 2008

:My Chemical Romance: You And Me Are Gonna Be Stars :My Chemical Romance: 1; Honey, This Mirror Isn't Big Enough For The Both Of Us.

NEW ONE! 8D Yay! This Is Like My OLD AFI Story. The Blog And Pictures... ;D Yeah. :]

 

Posted by: RazorbladeRomance                                                                        January 15, 2008.

Looooookkk What I Found!! :D YouChat.com. :] Awesome. :D Now We Can Talk All The Time Guys! :D Okay...HOPEFULLY I'll Remember Your Names... >.<

Gerard - GilmoreBoy. O.O Why Is That Your Name Gee?

Mikey - CountBassie. Well...COUNT. ;D

Frankie - GuitarHero. But...You SUCK At That Game? BOB'S Better Than You. AND HE'S A DRUMMER! D:

Ray - FeelTheFro. xD Oh Fro Bro. x]

Bob - LittleDrummerBoy. :D HAH! I Gave Him That Name. :] Oh I Love My Brother. x]

Chloe - PiratesRrrCool. x] Yeah...Sure. ;D

Eleni - LanniIsKewl. xD Hahah. Cool. x]

Brittany - FunkyPunky. xD Too Bad You're Not Punk LOSER! xD

Amanda - MandaTheArtLover. ...You Do Love Your Art. ;]

:]

Replies;

CountBassie: YAY! =D Now we can chat ALL THE TIME! =D

~ GilmoreBoy: Mikey, we chat all the time already. Dipshit.

~~ CountBassie: ...

- LanniIsKewl: =) i love you for finding this Kenzie. now i can talk to Mikey everyday!

~ LittleDrummerBoy: Eww. We need more sickly sweet make-outs, but now...

~~ RazorbladeRomance: IT'S ONLINE! :D

-- PiratesRrrCool: Yup yup. =] We're gonna have some fun! =D

~ FeelTheFro: ;] Oh yes we are. ;D

Posted by: PiratesRrrCool                                                                           January 15, 2008.

Hehe. =] I'm dating a guy named Bob. =DDD YAY FOR ME! =D

Replies;

LittleDrummerBoy: =) and I'm dating a girl named Chloe. oh wait, that's not as cool. =(

~ PiratesRrrCool: D= WHAT?!?!?!

- RazorbladeRomance: Haha. Dumbass. :] Now Chloe's Gonna Be Mad...

~ GilmoreBoy: Yes, yes she is. :)

~~ FeelTheFro: ...How come your name is 'GilmoreBoy'?

~~~ CountBassie: BECAUSE GILMORE GIRLS IS HIS FAVORITE SHOW! xD

~~~~ LanniIsKewl: ...what?! o.O

Posted by: GilmoreBoy                                                                                             January 15, 2008.

K, will EVERYONE shut up about my name?!? D: GEZZZEEEE. Like Mikey said, Gilmore Girls IS my favorite show, so it's my name. :) And...I'm a boy. ;)

Replies;

CountBassie: ...No you're not. I've seen you play dress up! D=

~ GuitarHero: ...0.o Gee plays dress up?

~~ GilmoreBoy: No I don't. >>

~~~ CountBassie: Does too. =]

- RazorbladeRomance: ...Bob Plays Dress Up. :] And WTF!?! GILMORE GIRLS IS YOUR FAVORITE SHOW?!

~ PiratesRrrCool: ...0.0 Bob plays dress up?!? D= Aww. ='[

~~ LittleDrummerBoy: Yup. =) I play dress up with Frankie! =)))

~~~ GuitarHero: Yup. :D Me and Bob play dress up. :)

Posted by: LanniIsKewl                                                                                          January 16, 2008.

0.o my friends are weird. who plays dress up?!

Replies;

GuitarHero: ...I play dress up. :)

- LittleDrummerBoy: =D ME TOO!


Posted on 03/15/2008 8:08 PM Comments (1)

March 9, 2008

My Life's A Horror Story You've Choosen To Enter At Free Will.

I Posted This Story Just Awhile Ago On Myspace, So I Guess You Deserve It Too. ;] It's Just One Story, Not A One Shot, Not A Chapter Story, Just One I Wrote When I Was Bored And Posted. Mmmk? :]

 

"Take it." And I gave him the gun. I knew I had choosen the right thing. The right boy, the right time, the right place, the right moment. Everything was how it's supposed to be. Nothing could go wrong now. I've got it all planned. He was to do it and I was to suffer. It's excatly what I've ever wanted in my whole entire life: Freedom.

"No. I can't do it. I refuse to; I'm sorry." And with that, he walked away. He walked off down the ally, off into the moonlight, and off out of my life. For how long? I don't know, and I don't want to know. How could he do this? I had it all planned out. I had it perfectly set and he goes to ruin it. But he was the one; The one to do it, the one to end it all, the one to put me out of my misery, but he back fired.

"You can't say this is true." I sigh, turn back around, pick up the misused and abused gun, and head back home. I won't believe this is downhill. How could this all happen? I had it all planned out. I don't believe anything could get worse now. And even if it could, what could happen? "I wished it to be over, but I need him now more than ever." I say, run into my house and slam the door shut.

Sliding down the back of the door, the phone starts ringing. If it's not him, I refuse to answer it. There's no point for anyone else to call at this time. This time was supposed to be mine. I had it all planned out. This was my dream, not anyone else's to fuck it up. I can't believe he'd do this. I don't believe anyone else would've, but he was the one. The only one.

I stash the gun in my kitchen drawer, run upstairs to my room, and collasp on my bed. I thought about what was supposed to happen tonight. I had it all planned out. As tears dragged down my face, I drifted off into sweet sleep. The thing I love most about sleep is it makes reality a fake picture. Paints you what you want to see, not what's real.

"I can't. I'm sorry. I love you." He said, kissed me on the lips, and ran off. Off again he goes. He's a runner he is. Someone who's afraid of truth, misery, love. I knew he didn't love me. He wouldn't do it for me. I had it all planned out. Now, it's just repeated over and over in my mind. My cruel, fucked up mind. I knew I didn't have anything else to live for.

"So what's the point?" I say, awakening from my nightmare. I run downstairs, back to the kitchen. I didn't think I could this myself; It's why I had him. He was to do it, not me. He was to save me 'cause I can't save myself. I can't rely on myself anymore. I knew I could do it perfect without him. I had it all planned out. All I need to is write the letter. Write that one sentence I knew he'd understand. All I needed was the pen.

Here I am. Standing in the middle of the floor, gun to my head, paper at my feet, waiting for the moment. "I had it all planned out." I say and shot.

BANG!

I run through the door, hearing the shot come from her house, and find her there on the floor. Face down, drowning in her own blood, but it's not blood. It's her soul, her thoughts, her love, spreading out on the floor, dripping into the carpet. If I only I had noticed her passion. There's a note on the floor. One piece of paper, with one sentence writen on it;

"I had it all planned out."


Posted on 03/09/2008 8:21 PM Comments (3)

February 29, 2008

.The 69 Eyes. Desolation Devastation .The 69 Eyes. †Luku Kahsihymmentä†

LAST CHAPTER!!! :D WOOOOO!!! It's A Dream Come True. :] You WOULD Get The Sqeuel, But No One Loves Me. :'[ :P

"...HE'S MORGAN'S HUSBAND!" He screamed. I fainted. It went black. My soul just died. I was killed inside. What the hell just happened and where the hell is my sister when I finally need her? I heard screaming, I heard yelling, I heard something hit the ground. That something, was me. Crash, boom, dead. Am I dead? I hope not. So many thoughts were running through my mind and I wanted silence. I got my silence. Dead silence. Drop dead gorgeous silence. I loevd that silence; with a passion. "Christina? Wake up. Please." NO. No more silence. Dammit, where'd my silence go? Silence come back. "Christina? Please wake up." That was the voice of my sweet Jussi. Why was he making me wake up? Wake up from what? I wasn't asleep. I was perfectly fine. I knew what was going on, where I was, and I knew I wasn't asleep. I was at Jussi and I's home, sitting on the couch looking out the window, watching night fade away. Jussi's coming through the door now. He's walking towards me. He kissed me, my reality showed up late. "Chris. Thank god you're okay." He spoke. So sweet, so deep, so...Jussi Vuori. "What do you mean by 'okay'?" I asked. "Well. You fell." I what?" "What do you mean by...Holy crap!" I was so scared to look down again. Iwas in a hospital, surroinded by IVs, white, and other medical equitment. I looked and felt horrible. I wasn't in my dreamland anymore and I hated it. I was glad Jussi's here. Someone else just walked through the door. Dancy, Timo, Baize, Jyrkis, Archzie, and a man in white. People in black, followed by a man in black. Now tell me how creepy that turn out to be? I guessed he was a doctor. I guessed right. "Well Ms. Mischief, you should be able to go home in about a week. For right now, I suggest you rest Morgan." He said. Why'd he call me Morgan? And Mischief? I'm Christina. Christina Death. "Excuse me, what'd you just call me?" I asked him. He turned around, looking happy and cheerfully confused at why I'd ask him that. "Morgan Mischief." He repeated. "No. You must wrong. I am Christina Death. Morgan Mischief is my sister." I corrected him. "No. My chart says 'Morgan Michief.' We got a dead Christina Deathh in today. You're MOrgan Mishcief." He said. No! I am Christina Death. Not Morgan Mischief. He left. I was so confused. I've been Death all my life, not Mischief. What the hell? I felt as though I'm the only one, besides Dancy, who didn't understand. "We have something to tell you." Jyrki siad. "You are the Morgan Mischief everyone thought my Morgan Mischief was."

WHAT THE HELL!!?!?

Well There. :] The ENNNDDDD!!! :D I Have Several Chapters Of My Sqeuel Done, But That's Okay. :]


Posted on 02/29/2008 6:58 PM Comments (0)

February 22, 2008

[JB] Let's Cut Fast To The CarCrash [JB] →Chapter Twelve←

Chelsea's P.O.V.-

Stephanie is very violent. I'm sort of scared, but I haven't done anything wrong...yet. Well the next day we, well the guys at least, we just tag along, had to do a live video chat.

THE NEXT DAY...

We got to where we were supposed to be, along with Papa J, in Kevin's car. "Hello fans! We are The Jonas Brothers! And we're doing a live chat with you!" Kevin said and it had been started. Some fan wanted just Nick, no Kevin, no Joe, so Kevin and joe left. So Nick was just sitting there...trying to talk, but he just doesn't talk. So, luckily, Kevin came back and saved him.

Kevin's P.O.V.-

"Texting. I love texting. I said, looking at the screen. Nick thanked me for coming back and saving him from being alone. Joe was behind us, walking down an elevator, kissing the screen, making weird faces, or whatever he felt like doing. Then, I challenged him to an arm wrestling contest. Of course, he cheated. He always cheats in anything. "DUDE! You cheated! You can't hold onto the chair." Joe said to me. I just let go and we went on. "Well you can't do that." I said. Joe had actually gotten up and pushed agaisnt the table and sat up. "I didn't." "You did too." We finally gave up and waited for Nick to come back. "Nick's in the bathroom." Joe said and smiled.

Kenzie's P.O.V.-

There was Nick and I. Standing at the bathroom waiting for Chloe and Chelsea. "Do girls always go to the bathroom in a group?" Nick asked me. I smiled then laughed. "Yeah. It's one of the 'Girl Rules.' You learn as a girl, so do some guys. Kevin's caught onto some of them, but not all of them...yet." I said and smiled. Kevin really has, but he's learning the rest. So Chloe and Chelsea FINALLY came out of the bathroom and we went back to Kevin and Joe. "Joe, will you marry me?" Kevin said, reading the screen. "Yeah. Sure, whatever." Joe said, and Chloe glared a little, but laughed at it afterwards. "Barney or Blue's Clues?" Kevin asked. Joe and Kevin both said Barney and Nick said Blue's Clues. "Kenzie, Chloe, what were you?" Kevin asked us. "Sesame Street." I said and smiled. "Spongebob." Chloe said and smiled like an idiot. "Sesame Street? What?" Kevin questioned. "Yeah, Elmo's my husband." I said and smiled. Kevin looked shocked. "Yeah, me and Spongebob are like this!" Chloe said and crossed her fingers. I just shook my head and laughed at her. "We need to talk about this Kenzie." Kevin said. Uh oh...


Posted on 02/22/2008 9:50 PM Comments (0)

[JB] Let's Cut Fast To The CarCrash [JB] →Chapter Eleven←

Kevin's P.O.V.-

After our show we went to Ben & Jerry's Ice Cream...for ice cream. Kenzie and I ordered Rocky Road, Chelsea and Nick shared Cookie Dough, Joe and Chloe shared just plain chocolate, and Stephanie ate her Cookie Dough alone. We were eating...and then Joe put some of his down Stephanie's shirt. She screamed...and loud too. She threw it back at him and then we got into a HUGE food fight...with ice cream. And, of course, we got thrown out and we aren't allowed to go back anymore. That's another store we're not allowed in anymore. That just keeps happening. We all left, covered in ice cream. Nick was licking some off of Chelsea, Kenzie was licking all the Rocky Road off me, and Joe was licking Chloe. Everytime he did, Stephanie punched her in the arm. "You have a VERY violent ex-girlfriend." Chloe said and held her arm. Kenzie and I, along with Nick and Chelsea, were laughing extremely hard and Chloe just glared. "And why do you think I broke up with her?" Joe questioned. "THAT'S WHY YOU BROKE UP WITH ME?!?" Stephanie screamed, crossed her arms, and started walking faster than the rest of us.

Chloe's P.O.V.-

I hate Stephanie. She punched me the whole way to the bus. And she punches hard to. We walked back to the bus and I ran and hid on-top of the bus because I called Stephanie a total bitch and she glared at me, so I ran. "Chloe come down here." Kenzie said and looked up at me. Kevin was right next to her, like a good boyfriend. "No!" I was still yelling at her. Kevin and Kenzie then went into the bus...so I texted Kenzie. I think she and Kevin were making out, 'cause she said she was busy. So...I still texted her. And Kevin...is now dead to me. He ran out, got on-top of the bus, took my phone, threw it OFF the bus, and jumped down. He smushed it over and over again. "Everytime you step on it, my soul dies alittle." I said and started crying. "You owe me a phone." I said to Kenzie. "He broke it, not me." She said. "He's your boyfriend. Your responsibility." I said and walked into the bus, still crying. I hate Kevin.

Kenzie's P.O.V.-

"Why do you have to be my responsibility just because you're my boyfriend?" I said and faced Kevin. "Because...you love me." He said and smiled his freakishly cute smile. I laughed, shook my head, took his hand, and walked into the bus with him right behind me with his other hand around my waist. Chloe looked...dead when we got in the bus. She was twitching on the floor, Stephanie was laughing, Chelsea looked disgusted at Steaphnie, Nick was just quiet, and Joe was trying to be a ninja. Whic, we all know I'm the real ninja here, so it was stpuid of him to try. "I hate your ex!" Chloe yelled, she started crying again, and left to her bunk. "Ugh!" I gruntedd and went after her. Kevin just followed, as usual. "Joe and I had a fight and now we're just distant." Chloe said. Stephanie didn't help with that. "I'm sorry." I said and hugged her. Then, Kevin hugged me. I looked at him weird and he shrugged. "I wanted to feel loved."


Posted on 02/22/2008 9:47 PM Comments (0)

.The 69 Eyes. Desolation Devastation .The 69 Eyes. †Luku Yhdeksantoista†

SO CLOSE!!! :DDD

"So what are we going to do about Morgan?" I asked. I didn't believe Archzie could really bring her back to life, but vamp.s are very surprising. The actual reason why I want to bring her back is because I'm really confused to weather or not she's my sister. I really doubt she is, she doesn't loo like me, doesn't act like me, she doesn't even like me. I doubt it, but maybe. "I know a guy." Archzie said, finally lifting his head. "Who?" I asked. I looked around and knew I wasn't the only one who was surprised. Archzie is the quiet one, but surprises end up being the quiet ones. "Come. We fly." He said and all of us flew off, except Dancy, which she made Timo go along with her on the ground. Eversoconsstantly, Timo would fly up and check where we were going, eventhough none of us knew, only Archzie. Somehow, I figured it might be horrible. Something's telling me it will be. "Here. Drop." Archzie said and we all dropped like flies. Really, Jussi was so tired, he just dropped rea loud and he jumped up into human form like the rest of us. "Shh. Quiet." Archzie said and started walking, very slyly, up towads this what looked like a castle. We snuck, went underground, and even needed to jump across a freaking rive. "How far are we going?" I asked Archzie. "Here." He said and we all stopped. This huge palace with all black decor, silver lining, and only one person came out of the shadows and faced us. Archzie went up to the person and whispered something Finnish to them. None of us could understand because they were so damn quiet. The person, who turned out to be a man, looked at me. He pushed me down and walked around me. He was saying something that I couldn't understand and it was bugging the hell out of me. He was just about to say something when Dancy and Jussi started a drum-roll. "She is your sister." He said. "DUN DUN DUN!!!!" Dancy and Jussi both yelled at the same time. "...Did you guys have that planned out?" Jyrki asked. "No." Dancy said. "Maybe." Jussi said after her. "Yes." Dancy admitted. "But Jussi was in the sky. Did you plan it when we got here?" I asked. "Yep." Dancy said and smiled. "But he was in the sky!" I whinned. "We switched him with Timo." Dancy said. We all looked at Timo. "I felt so unloved." "No wonder 'Jussi' couldn't fly." Jyrki said. "And he ran into a tree." Baize said. "Dude! Stop giving me a bad name!" Jussi yelled at Timo. "I'm used to being on the ground." Timo said and frowned. "And she tricked me!" Timo yelled and looked at Dancy. "She was running towards a tree and dodged before I could." So we all looked at Dancy, who was smiling. "Damn, shit's got power." Baize said and laughed. "Evil plan 102!!!" Dancy yelled, pulled out our list, and wrote down her newly formed plan. "Uhh. Are we ever going to see this list?" Jyrki asked me. "No, 'cause if you did, I'd have to kill you." I said and eyed him. He got scared. So I thanked whoever that guy was and we left off, back to where we'd left the tour bus. "Who was that guy Archzie?" I asked him as soon as we had gotten back to the bus. I was seriously confused to who he was, but only one knew. Archzie. "He's my, umm, brother. Yeah, brother." He said. I, and no one else believed this lie. "Liar. Now tell them the truth." Baize said and stepped up. What the hell is going on? "He was...he is...HE'S MORGAN'S..."


Posted on 02/22/2008 9:43 PM Comments (0)

February 14, 2008

A Poem.

Oh Such Distress, Oh Such A Mess.

Just A Pitty Dime, Just A Pitty Crime.

No, No, There's No Need For Me; No, No, There's Need No For You.

 

Come On, Stop Lying, Come On, Please No Crying.

It's All Our Game, That's Been Lost In Fame.

A Sparkle, A Flame; More Charcole, Less Tame.

 

I'll Be There, Not Here.

You'll Stay Over There, Never Coming Here.

If You Could Only See, How I Need You There; Maybe You Wouldn't Stay Forever There.

 

Time, Rhymes, Thighs, And Ties.

Heat, Passion, Neat, And Fashion.

Money, Sunny, Honey, And Funny.

 

You're The Greatest Memory I'll Ever Know.<3


Posted on 02/14/2008 7:25 PM Comments (2)

February 12, 2008

†Tokio Hotel† Schrei!!! So Laut Du Kannst!!! †Tokio Hotel† -20-

EEEEEEEEEEENNNNNNNNNNNNNNDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!! D: It's The END!!! D: Yup, You Read Right. I'm Done! DONE WITH THIS STORY! xD Well, Don't Fret. ;] If You Like/Love My Chemical Romance, READ MY NEW ONE! :D YAY! :D

Bill's P.O.V.-

Well everything seems to be going great nowadays. Kenzie and Tom seem fine, Chloe and Gustav are normal; odd, Georg is going out with DELLIAH!!!! xD It's hysterical. We make fun of them everyday. It's awesome. :] And me you ask? I'm great too. I don't have another girlfriend, I don't want one. They're too hard to deal with, so no girlfriend for Bili Boy. I really don't need one. It's kind of getting in the way of Tokio Hotel now, and that's stupid. I'd rather be in my band than have a girlfriend. "BILL! COME ON!" I heard Tom yell. We're having a photo montage today. Why today? Because today, we're leaving for a two month tour without Chloe or Kenzie, so we wanted to take photos before we left. This tour's for America, so I'm hoping we'll be okay with the language. We've learned a whole bunch from Kenzie and Chloe though. "I'M COMING!" I yelled and ran over right when the photo was shot. That's gonna look great. ;D

Kenzie's P.O.V.-

God, I don't want Tom to leave me, but I guess it's okay. He told me I should trust him more. All this fighting is unessacary to us, there's no point in it. We both know this, but we tend to fight sometimes. Oh well. "POSE!" Chloe yelled and all of us did a signature pose. We've probably tooken over a million photos by now, and there'll be a million more. :] I can't believe this all started off with us just moving to Germany for Chloe to be closer to Gustav, and now it's like we're all family. I'm so happy everything's just worked out fine. For once in my life, something's gone how I wanted it to go. It's like a dream really. Just everything, is perfect. And I wouldn't ask for it any other way.

Tom's P.O.V.-

While Bill took our picture, I glanced over at Kenzie. She actually looks happy. And this time it's not fake. I've never seen her this happy, ever. And she's the girl who deserves to be happy.[;D] I somehow think it's my fault she is, but I don't always believe that. She's probably just happy because everything is alright now. Everything. It's amazing. "Kenzie, can I talk to you upstairs?" I asked her, grabbing her by the waist, and pulling her towards me. "Of course Tomi." She said and smiled. We walked upstairs to her room because I never got one, so I basically use her's. :] "Yes Tom?" She asked, sat on my bed, and looked up at me. "I uhh...uhh..." I started to say. I couldn't really tell her that I love her. I mean, I've done it before. Yet, right now, I can't infront of her. "Tom, the only way you could be honest with someone else, if to be honest with yourself." She said and kissed me. "I love you Kenzie." I said and kissed her too. "I love you too Tom." She said and kissed me. Everytime is perfect.

Well, There You Go. :] ENDDD. :]


Posted on 02/12/2008 7:24 PM Comments (0)

February 10, 2008

.The 69 Eyes. Desolation Devastation .The 69 Eyes. †Luku Kahdeksantoista†

I've Got Nothing To Say... xD Haha. x]

"...You're my sister." She said. "HOLY SHIT!" Dancy yelled. I think we were both equally shocked. I never even would think about having a sibling, nonetheless MORGAN. Orphans never know about who their parents or relatives are. They'd never tell you. Proof is by truth. "OMG!" Dancy yelled, like usual. She loves that word, but I don't know why. "Are you serious" I asked. I knew I didn't believe it and Dancy didn't. "Yes. I am." Morgan addmitted. Damn, I wish she was ling. "How the hell do you know?" I asked. This was too much! So I just ran ot and flew off. I coudn't tell is Dancy ran off too, but I didn't care. I just flew off to the bus. I landed on-top and stayed up there. "DUDE! You left me with the mega-bitch!" Dancy said and jumped up next to me. "HAHA! Mega-bitch? She beat that a long time ago." I said and laughed. "It's funny 'cause it's true. She called me a dog again." Dancy said and scrattched behind her ear. "And what did you do?" Timo said and climbed up the side of the bus. "I umm...Strangled her." She said. Aww, but that was my job. "HOW DARE YOU!?!?" And out came Jyrki. "Seriously?" I asked. "You're agreeing with him?" Dancy questioned. "No. I was the one who was supposed to kill her." I said. Well, I was. I'm destianed to. "Okay. I'm out. I can revive her if you really want to." Archzie said and sat down. It looked like he was parying. I ddin't know he was reglious or could preform revisions. "I'm in trouble aren't I?" Dancy asked. "Yes." I replyed to her. "I, uhh...left the oven on." Dancy said and started off. "We don't have an oven." Jyrki said. "How come?" I asked. I admit, I never did see an oven in our tour bus. "'Cause you'd put Morgan in it." He said. It's true, we would've. "Darn. That's number 23 off the list." Dancy said, pulled out our list, and crossed off number 23 on the list. "What's that list off?" Timo asked, kind of scared. "Ways to kill Morgan." Dancy said. "We're up to 100." I said and smiled. Dancy looked up and then smiled. "Not anymore. 101." She said and wrote down another idea. "Oh yeah!" I yelled and high-fived her. "I hear Christina!" Jussi yelled, flew up, but landed on the window sheild like a squished bug. Well, in this case, bat. "Oww! I'm okay though!" He yelled and flew up, stumblbling around alittle. "Dumbass." Timo said to Jussi. "Oh that was cold." Tim said and sniffed. "Uncalled for, but cold." He said and walked off. He's weird.


Posted on 02/10/2008 9:10 PM Comments (0)

February 4, 2008

Rumaging Through All Our Lost Damage: Ho Ho Ho...Did You Just Call Me A Hoe?! ~7~

:] Haha. ;D I'm Having Fun. x] I'm Staying Home Because I'm Sick, So Let's Write! :D And That Means Chloe Won't Kill Me When She Comes Home... O.O

Synyster's P.O.V.-

"KENZIE! Where are you?" I asked Kenzie. I had just called her and she took forever to pick up.

"What?" She replied, lazily.

"We need to hang out today. It's Christmas." I said and smiled to myself.

"Well not now. It's too damn early to be getting up."

"Kenz, it's one in the afternoon." I said and rolled my eyes.

"Well, we're still alseep We just got to bed." She said and hung up on me. Oh, that bitch. I'll just have to get her myself then. So, I got my keys and drove off to Kenzie's house. When I got there, I found Jeff and Zacky both on the ground, passed out. I didn't need to know, so I didn't stick around and ask them. I just threw my Starbucks coffee cup at Zacky and walked into Kenzie's house.

"KENZIE!" I yelled and ran into her room. She was passed out on her bed with Chloe, Chloe hogging the covers.[She Did That To Me. xD]

"MOM! Five more minutes!" Chloe yelled and threw the closest thing to her at me. That, turned out to be a fork.


"OWW! Godammit!" I yelled and held my eye. ...I now hate Chloe. "That's it." I said, grabbed onto Chloe's foot and Kenzie's, pulled them both, dragged them off the bed, pulled them into the bathroom, and put them in the shower. Surprisingly, neither of them woke up. Wow, talk about heavy sleepers. Then, I turned on the water and watched them get all wet.

"HOLY FUCKING CRAPPPPPPPPPPPP!" Kenzie yelled and fidgted out of the shower. That, 'cause nothing else did, woke up Chloe.

"Well, now this isn't the first time I've woken up in the shower..." Chloe said and took of her shirt.

"DUDE!!! SHE'S GETTING NAKED!" Kenzie yelled and pulled me out of the bathroom. Aww.. Dangit.

Johnny's P.O.V.-

I was in my room, just bored, when Kenzie calls my cell phone. "Johnny, Chloe's taking a shower right now." She said and hung up. Well, I hung up. I ran out of the room, got into my car, and drove off to their house.

"WHERE!??!" I yelled, barging through the door.

"Upstairs. In my bathroom." Kenzie said and brushed herself off. I set up the stairs. Off to Kenzie's bathroom I go. I ran into it, saw Chloe in the shower, opened the curtain, ran in, and slammed her agaisnt the wall.

"JOHNNY!" She yelled and covered herself up. Dammit woman...

"Don't hold back. You know you want it. Come on Chloe. Don't lie to yourself." I said and kissed her on the neck.

"But what about Jeff..." She said and pushed me off a little, but not any effort to really push me off. She TOTALLY wants it from me.

"Fuck Jeff." I said and kissed her on the lips.

"...Okay." She said and smiled at me. Then, we proceded to make-out, I stripped down, eventhough I was soaking in my clothes, and we did it. It was so amazing. We decided to actually shower off together and got out about an hour later. We walked downstairs after getting dressed. Chloe let me wear Kenzie's shirt and her dad's old jeans because my clothes were all wet.

"GOD. Loud efuckingnough? God. We could hear EVERYTHING. Johnny...how long have you had a third nipple?" Kenzie asked me and raised her eyebrow. Syn and Chloe both laughed hysterically at it.

"DUDE! THAT'S AN ACTUAL PROBLEM I HAVE! GOD BE MEAN!!" I yelled and ran off into the kitchen. *Thud*

"Dude...What was that thud?" I heard Syn ask and walk over to the kitchen.

"...I ran into the fridge door." I said and looked up at who'd opened it.

"Sorry dude." Zacky said and shut it. He took a sip of his beer and looked at Kenzie. "Yo." He said and smied.

"Dude...how'd you get in here?" Kenzie asked and her eyes were huge.

"Secret door." He said and winked at her.

"...SINCE WHEN HAVE YOU HAD A SECRET DOOR?!?" Chloe yelled, finally catching up with the rest of us.

"Dude...I don't. It's a joke. Gez, slow poke much." Kenzie said and laughed at her.

"...Shut it Cheeseface." Chloe said and flipped her off.

"...Cheeseface?" Zacky questioned. Kenzie and Chloe laughed hysterical and fell on the floor.

"Aahahaa. 8th grade memories." Kenzie said and laughed again. They're odd, but Chloe's hawt.


Posted on 02/04/2008 9:08 PM Comments (0)

February 3, 2008

†Tokio Hotel† Scheri!!! So Laut Du Kannst!!! †Tokio Hotel† -19-

xD I'm Bored. :]

Kenzie's P.O.V.-

Oh god. What has happened to my life? Everything went downhill after Bill and I broke up. My life sucks now. I hate it. I do love Tom, I do, but does he love me? That's something I can't tell. He never shows it. He did when we met, when I started dating Bill, but now, he never does. I hate it. Now, I know Bill still loves me; or at least he did. GOD, FUCK ME. >.< AH. I'm going to fucking kill my heart. It needs to die. Love sucks and I hate it. I want Bill back. I want Tom forever. I want them both, but I know I can't have either of them. Tom doesn't love me; Bill doesn't need me. I just suck. Ahh...vibration in the pants. "Hello?" I said and sat on the sidewalk I was standing on. "KENZIE! PLEASE! COME BACK!" Tom yelled into my phone. With just the sound of his voice, I started crying. I didn't want him to hear me cry, but he did anyways. He didn't say anything for awhile; I thought he hung up at first, but then I heard a small whisper. "I love you Kenzie." Tom whispered and hung up. Oh. My. God. He's never said 'I love you' before to me. I've only heard him say it to Kelsey. Now what? Do I run back home and make-up with Tom? Or do I gravel here and weep for the lost love I seem never to keep?

Tom's P.O.V.-

"Where the hell is Kenzie?!" I yelled/asked to Chloe and Bill. I figured they'd know, but they're not telling me. "Tom, we don't know." Chloe said and pouted. I know she's about as sad as I am about Kenzie. They're best friends forever, so she feels like me. I miss her so much, it's like it's killing me. If only I knew at least where she was. That's all I need to know. "Are you certain???" I asked Chloe again. I just wish she would say 'no, I know,' but she hasn't yet. And I'm not thinking she will anytime soon. >.> God, I miss her. "Tom...Look." Bill said and looked out the window. I ran over and pushed him on the floor. "DUDE! GOD! I TRY TO HELP AND I GET THROWN ON THE GROUND!?!?" Bill yelled and ran upstairs. "...Don't worry PMS sucks." Chloe said and smiled. I looked back towards the window and there was Kenzie. Standing in the rain, soaking wet, hands behind her back, looking at the ground, and I think she was crying. It's hard to tell because of the rain, but I could sense she was. "Kenzie." I whispered and ran outside to her. "Tom." She said and looked up at me. "Kenzie." I I said and looked down at her. I reached behind her neck and pushed her face towards mine. While I did that, she put her hands on my back and we kissed. Kind of like a movie star kiss, passionate and deep. One of those kisses that people dream about all day long.[I Do. ;D]

Chloe's P.O.V.-

I'm wondering...WHERE THE HELL IS GUSTAV!?! He should be down here comforting me...Gez...What a bad boyfriend he's being. ...If he wasn't so goddam hot, I'd dump his ass, but...he's just SOOOO hot. Bill came down a little bit later...he looked sad. "Bili? Why are you sad?" I asked him when he sat down. "I don't know...I just feel bad about everything. And that everyone else is sad, so I should be too." Bill said and smiled. God, he's an odd one, but he's got amazing hair, so it's okay. xD "HEY! WHAT'S UP!?!" I heard Gustav yell from up the stairs. I looked up and he was standing there on the last step. I looked up, all sad and trying not to smile. "Oh...sad moment. I'll come back." He said and started backing up the stairs. "NO. You're supposed to comfort me when I'm sad!!!" I yelled at him. "Ehh. Alright. I've got nothing else to do." He said and come over to me. I got up, he sat down, then I sat on his lap. "You know, if you weren't so hot, I'd dump you for not comforting me." I said and looked at him. "...You can't be serious. Are you?" He said and looked down at me. I looked up and smiled. "Hmm...Maybe."


Posted on 02/03/2008 7:08 PM Comments (2)

January 22, 2008

.The 69 Eyes. Desolation Devastation .The 69 Eyes. †Luku Kuusitoista†

x] I'm Bored...And Sick, So I Guess LET'S CATCH UP! :D I Hope To Start The Sqeuel Today. :] But Does Anyone Even Read This?!?! D: It Doesn't Seem Like It. >.> Comment[Please] If You Do...Because I MIGHT Not Do The Sqeuel?? So...Comment!!! :]

"You dog!" Morgan yelled at Dancy. We just HAD to go to the hospital. Jyrki made us. Morgan had to go back, so we had to go. Morgan called Dancy a dog because she's a werewolf because Dancy just had to throw stuff at her. "You...BIRD!" Dancy yelled, 'cause she's a vampire. I got offended and stormed off. "Not you Chris!" Dancy yelled and ran after me. Timo and Jussi did too. "Don't freak out...you bird." Timo said sarcasticly and smiled. "Too bad you just half-dissed yourself." I said and smiled. Well he is a halfie, so he did. He just frowned then looked up and smiled. "...Can I be a pelican?" Timo asked, I laughed, Dancy laughed, and Jussi looked confused. "It's a type of bird." I said and he nodded. Dancy was shaking her head at Timo and he snapped. "Shut up...you dog!" He said and she got pissed. She left off to the tour bus and Timo looked confused. "Get her mac & cheese, cartoons, and walk around naked." I said in a-matter-of-fact way. He went up to the bus and started stripping. "BAIZE! ARCHZIE! JYRKI! GET OUT! TIMO'S GETTING NAKED!" Jussi yelled into the window. Then all three of them came running out. Baize was rubbing his eyes. "I swear to god, I'm blind!!" I bet he is. Then Dancy ran out a few seconds after them. "Why'd you run out?" I asked her. She looked at me and smiled. "Stranger danger." She said. "...But that was Timo." I reminded her. Maybe she forgot what he looks like naked... Her eyes went huge. Then Timo came out, dressed, holding his head. "That little shit's got power!" Archzie said about Dancy and laughed. "She hit me with a bat." Timo said and groaned. "...When'd we have a bat?" I asked. I'd never seen one before. He held up a broken bat, barely holding together. "We had to hid it from you guys so you wouldn't attack Morgan." Jyrki said. "...While she's sleeping." I said and smiled. All of their eyes went HUGE. "Jyrki, sorry if we've ever hit you with a bat." Dancy said and giggled. He shook his head, sighed, and left to the bus. Dancy and I walked in after him, with Timo and Jussi behind us, awaiting for Morgan to join back on the tour.


Posted on 01/22/2008 9:59 AM Comments (3)

January 21, 2008

.The 69 Eyes. Desolation Devastation .The 69 Eyes. †Luku Viisitoista†

:]]] Shabam! :D x] I'm Bored...And Watching The Hills Have Eyes Two. ;] Chloe Remembers That Movie... ;D I Hate When I Post This Is Looks Weird... >.<

"Dancy babe! We're going to Germany!" I said. All she did was agree. I knew she missed Timo and I was missing Jussi like hell, so we were both up for it. We started heading out to Germany. We decided to go by plane this time; we're lazy. On this plane, we decided to mess with the flight attendants. Dancy sat one row behind my seat and she started kicking it. "I'm sorry, but I think you're annoying the woman in front of you. Could you please stop?" The flight attendant asked Dancy. I looked back at her. "Oh no, she's giving me a back massage." I said and smiled. Then the flight attendant glared and walked off. Dancy and I went behind two empty seats and started throwing spit balls at the flight attendants. They got pissed and we just blammed it on the old people next to us. Then they finally caught on and STRAPPED us to our seats. It hurt and we looked weird, so we just called Jussi instead. He said that all of them, encluding Morgan, were at the airport waiting for us. Finally, the plane lands and the flight girls THROW us off the plane, along with our bags too and all we can do is laugh. "Okay, what'd you do now?" Jussi asked, whilst giving me a bear hug and a kiss. "...Do you need to ask?" I said and smiled. He just shook his head and smiled. Timo had picked up Dancy and they were making out. So we walked off and onto their tour bus. Morgan wasn't there. "Where's Morgan?" I asked Jyrki. "She was so messed up..." And right then, Jussi whispered 'thank you' to me and all I could do was smile. "...that she left to go back to her house to rest." Jyrki said and sort of smiled. A sly smile, like he wanted it to happen, but hidden beneath that smile was a sad man. A lonely man. Eventhough I'm happy about her being in pain, I feel sorry for her. She's such a bitch. She made Jyrki lie to me. She's just drama waiting to happen...


Posted on 01/21/2008 4:27 PM Comments (0)

†Tokio Hotel† Scheri!!! So Laut Du Kannst!!! †Tokio Hotel† -18-

:] Just So You Know...I'm Only Writing Because Chloe Is. xD It's Our Deal. x] And This Is TWO AWAY FROM THE END!!! D: :] Yeah...I'm Ending It At 20. :]]]

Chloe's P.O.V.-

"He...He can't do this anymore." I said to my best friend; about her boyfriend. She looked just as she was going to explode. Not as in mad, like usual, but as in sad. Heartbroken. Crushed. I hate seeing her this way. She hasn't been this way for a while now. She's been happy with Tom, like he's her one true love. Yet now, he's gone. "He...He what??" She said; so close to tears. I grabbed her in a tight-knit hug and explained to her.

[Flashback]

"Chloe, tell Kenzie, I can't do this anymore." Tom told me. We're sitting on my bed talking. This just came up. "You can't do what?" I asked. I was confused. I didn't know what he was talking about. "This boyfriend thing. I love her, truely, but I can't be with her when my loving brother is STILL in love with her. Tell her that. I do love her, I promise her my life, but I really can't do this anymore. I've tried so hard. Just...Tell her I still and forever will love her." He said and left my room. I thought about following him, but I didn't know what good I could do if I did. I want to, for the sake of my best friend, but I couldn't find myself to get up off my bed. "What in the world is going on in Tomi's little mind now?" I said outloud and collasped on my bed.

[Flashback]

"TOM!" Kenzie screamed and ran out my door. I ran out after her and she was already out the door before I got downstairs. "Shit. She's a fast runner."

Tom's P.O.V.-

What the hell am I doing? What in the world is wrong with me? I left the girl of my dreams and now I'm sitting alone on a parking bench, just hoping someone will save me. Is that going to happen? Probably not. Chloe's the only one who knows. ...She's probably told Kenzie by now. I would have too if someone told me something like what I told her. Godammit Tom, what is wrong? Nothing is going that bad. Bill's just still in love with my girlfriend. That's all. >.> God, I'm so fucked. "Hello there." I heard some girl say to me. I looked to my right and there was this little blonde girl sitting next to me. She was so young, so cute. "Hi." I said back to her. "I'm Amanda." She said and smiled. "I'm Tom." I said and smiled back to her. "What are you doing here?" She asked me. She had this little yellow flower dress on, it amazed me. "I ran away from home I guess. Away from my problems." I said and sighed. "Oh. I guess I did too. My mommy doesn't love me anymore." She said and frowned. "Oh no. That is not true. Love never dies. We die when love is dead." I said and it snapped. I HAVE to be with Kenzie. "Amanda, I have to go. I'll take you back to your house, but I need to go back to mine." I said and got up. She nodded and we got in my car. I drove off to her house and dropped her off. I stayed outside until I saw the door open. The door opened and a woman came out crying. She mauled Amanda in a hug and cried harder. Then I drove off back to my house to get Kenzie back.

 

Bill's P.O.V.-

"Where'd Kenzie go?" I asked Chloe. I was going to tell her I was over her. I just need to not think about her, but now I need to find her first. "She left after Tom." Chloe said. She was sitting on the couch, crying. "Where'd Tom go?" I asked her. I went over and held her. She looked so sad. She reminded me of what Kenzie looked like when I cheated on her with Kelsey. God, I can be so stupid. "I don't know. He just left." She said and tried to stop crying. I just sat there with her, waiting for Kenzie or Tom whichever one came in the door first. "Tom's outside." Chloe said and looked out the window. He was. He was standing there looking at out driveway. He's probably surprised that Kenzie's car is gone. She must've left after whatever Tom or Chloe said. I don't understand what's happened. "KENZIE!" We could both hear Tom yell outside. "Where's she gone?" Tom said when both Chloe and I went outside to him. "Tom, she's gone." Chloe said and looked at him. "She's what?" Tom said and actually started crying.


Posted on 01/21/2008 12:40 AM Comments (2)

January 20, 2008

†Tokio Hotel† Schrei!!! So Laut Du Kannst!!! †Tokio Hotel† -17-

:] I'm On A Roll. x]

Bill's P.O.V.-

Well, Kenzie and Tom seem to be being grand. Seeing as they're making out on the couch right now. He's all...touching her and stuff. I remember when that was me. So long ago. I miss that, but I guess I keep forgetting about Kelsey. "I need to call Kelsey." I said and got up. "Uh. No you don't." Kenzie said and stopped Tom from making out with her. "Why not?" I said. I'm confused. "She called to say you're broken up. She doesn't like that you're never around or you never call her." She said and hugged me. She'll always feel sorry for me. "Aww. But it's not my fault." I said and frowned. "I'm always gone because of touring." I said and pouted on the couch. How could she have broken up with me and NOT freaking tell me? That is just messed up girlfriend. ...Ex-Girlfriend. >.<

Georg's P.O.V.-

Well...I never tend to be at our house anymore. Now why is that Georg? I don't know Georg. They hate us. NO THEY DON'T! Yes they do; admit it! Okay...they do. :'[ How could they hate us though? It doesn't make sense. My god. I'm all alone. They don't love me anymore. D: "GEORG!" I heard Kenzie yell. "Yes...?" I said and turned around. "Come on. You've got a show to do love." She said and leaned up agaisnt my door frame. Opps... "Oh. I forgot." I said and smiled. I got my bass and stood infront of Kenzie. "You forgot again!? Ugh. I hate you." She said and walked off. Aww...Georg Boy was loved, then hated. Godammit. "GEORG!" I heard Bill yell at me. "Yes?" I asked him. "I need help." He said and looked at me. "With what Bill?" I asked him. "Kenzie. Tom. Love." He said and sighed. "Oh Bill."

Kenzie's P.O.V.-

Well Tom told me that Bill still loves me. I know how he feels, but I'm totally into Tom. I wish he'd just get over me; I really do. I want to be with Tom, a lot. "TOMMMM!!!" I yelled, I didn't know where he was. He's such a mystery sometimes. I came to Chloe's room, she usually has him, so I thought I'd try. "Chloooeee." I yelled into her room. "Huh?" She said. She was sitting on her desk chair playing with the new hamster Tycolina I got her. :] I named her too. x] "Where's Tomi? I can't find him." I said and sat on her bed, took her pillow, and screamed into it. "Woah chickita. He went out." She said and came over to me. "I know, but where did he go?" I asked her and threw her pillow. "Thanks. Now I have to move. Ugh!" She said and got her pillow. "He went out. I don't know where, just out." She said and sat next to me. She was being more quiet than usual, I wonder what's going on. "Chloe. Where is Tom?" I asked, very pushy. She knows, oh she knows. "He...He can't..."


Posted on 01/20/2008 11:54 PM Comments (0)

.The 69 Eyes. Desolation Devastation .The 69 Eyes. †Luku Neljätoista†

Rizollleee. :]

We had to walk back to Dancy's car, in Switzerland, and drive back to Finland. We got there about three million fucking hours later. It was so long, I lost track. When we walked up to the door, Dancy collasped. She didn't even make it through the door. So I had to drag her in. David wasn't there anymore, he'd probably left awhile ago, but he likes to loiter around, so you never know when he's going to leave. I left Dancy on the couch and went to my old room and quickly fell asleep. I woke up and had about a million messages from Jussi on my cell. "Eh. I'll check them later." I said and dragged myself out to the kitchen. Dancy was up. "Chris! I had the weirdest dream!" She said and smiled. Uh oh. "So I was sitting on our couch and Morgan passed through the room and then Jussi and you run out of the room. You're like 'God, I hate her!" and I asked you why because Jussi had no shirt on and you had no pants on. And you go 'Well, we were in there starting to get it on and then she walks in.' And then Morgan came in and I woke up." Dancy said. God, sometimes she has the weirdest dreams. "Why the hell are you dreaming about Jussi shirtless?" I said, joking of course, but I tried to look mad. She blushed, told me the truth, and walked into her room. "God, I seriously need to start making him wear a shirt." I said, after hearing Dancy's truth. I ate a